Darn, 5 hours of my life... wasted! 4 hours of transport and 1 hour of add math classes... total bs!

Everyones out now, so pretty much i'm stuck home. BTW, i dont sing! Its more adrenaline inciting, the stuff i've to do.

Guys, if you need the info, email me, i've got the stuff.

The band, its okay... I just do not like people like jarrold. I'd rather stay away from them. Jarrold thinks hes pro at drums but only when he copies. If asked to make up something, its like hes got some problem with timing. I dont mean to say he sucks but heck, he should just pipe down. Hes a very abrasive person. All brawn and not much brains i guess.

Shes going thru a tough time now, i wish her well, i hope everything will turn out fine for her. Shes been thru alot and she deserves better then this...

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Darn, a overseas trip. I've got my work cut out for me. The trip involves me doing stuff no one thinks i do XD I love it, yet hate it to the core. many things in store for me. and i'm the the center of it, how nice!

Got so much on my mind, i just wanna sit with someone and talk...

I haven't had a decent chat in months. And i need to keep in shape, the most excerise i've done is the walking to the kitchen to get food. WOW!

Thats right, sandra, shes performing on the 27 of november... Saxist! lol sounds kinda wrong if you pronounce it. All the best!

Fighting so we can be free, Fighting for our dignity, Fighting for the truth and then, We can go and live again... Fighting for the way that's right, Fighting for our truth at night, Fighting up until the dawn...

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The school year is ending. Everyone going one step higher, people venturing into a new level of study. One particular person, she knows who she is. I wish her well, with the combonation shes taking. The rest of my friends, many of em i wont see again. If so, it'll be only a nod of acknowledgement. I shook hand with my friends, i felt a sense of sadness. I looked across a room, it was truely a mix bunch of people. Some have transfered, some have dropped a stream and the ones who have gone to the same stream.

And the merawoodians, people are moving and are thinking of. Benny has a new house near bishan, moving out before the year ends. I really dont know, we'll keep contact, but we aren't gonna chat for a long time. Kenneth has already moved, down a street. Not really much, but it was a close call, hes parents wanted to move further. But the fact that we stil interact, showed me that, heck, friends aren't always lost. i myself am moving too. To where? i dont know...

As i look back to the 10 months, its been hellva wild ride. Camps, relationships, new friends. For school, i learnt interesting things i never thought was possible. For home, my friends and i, did more and learnt more of each other. Went out more, found out different sides of each other. The more kinder sides. Only when one drops his/her guard. Like during a accident. And finally a special someone. We might not be on talking terms anymore.

I still think of her, it still brings a sense of warmth into my heart... I'll never forget you... I still go there and guard her and see her from afar... Cause i still feel for you...

Who dares, wins...

Hey! Nothing much happened these few days, cause I've been home mostly. Listening to a lot of music. I realise that I listen to a whole array of music, no genre or artist in particular. Hm, BB tomorrow.... Camp briefing... The first of many.

I've got a trip to Malaysia, camerand highlands to see tea plantations! I get to see my cousins again! YAY! I only get to see them once a year. Most of them are migrating to singapore but they are almost 10 years older then me... 2-6 dec i think... dates posted up soon.

Next is youth camp! YAY! I love youth camp! Partly cause i love to heard people complaining about how tough the camp is. Its in a hotel for crying out loud! Its not tough! Then again, i've been to lot of camps. A bed, 3 meals a day, 8 hours of sleep , running water and clean clothes... Thats comfort compared to the camps I've been too. Dates? 5-9 dec... bit of an overlap... I'll sort it out...

I'm going out now, bit of lan... I've got to regain my lost title! You know who you are! You stole my title! You watch out! I'm back to training! Catch ya later...

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Harder each day to make a choice, yet so much more easier. To let or to not, what should I do? Risk the friendship of an ungratful person I'm susposed to protect? Or just let it all go and make an inpact on her life? It is so hard... Sometime i wish for the life, the life of simple and blissful ignorance of these sort of things. Too scared to try, yet if i dont, something is gonna give way. All the training has helped in other problems, but said nothing of this. If i really tried, will i win? What would happen to me?

When you feel all alone, and the world has turned its back on you. Give me a moment please, to tame your wild wild heart...

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I dont know how to tell you, I dont know why i should tell you. Yet something in me wants to help you. You've hurt me before, it really hurt. Now i wanna just help you, and hell with what i get back. Not because its my job, cause I just wanna do it. It hurts when i know something will happen, but it hurts more when you aren't listening at all.

I know that if i dont tell you, you'll suffer badly. I'll come over and help you, even so, you'll point to me and tell me its my fault. It hurts when i know its even if i help you, it'll be a no-win situation... My motto, is it true? Will it work? I dont know... Maybe it will... I guess i gotta try...

Even though you may never know, something ticks in me. Something that tells me that i know, I love you...

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Wads the longest you've played lan? 5 hours? maybe 6? I went out with my friends to play lan after my last paper. We started at 10 and played to 4, then continued later from 5-7... That makes... 9 hours of lan, damn! my joints are hurting, very stiff. I'm sure I wont perform during basketball later on.

on to wad we did. Duncan, Lukas, Edwin, Keith, Mark and I had a small competition. Won most of em! Well, we played generals zero hour first, 2 matches. First was me, Lukas and Keith against some schoolmates. they never had a chance XD next was me, Lukas and Keith on a FFA. I won! My defence was inpenatratable plus i had too much money on my side. So i overwhelmed my enemies to defeat! Then it was Starcraft, 6-way FFA. I pawned everyone, partly cause it was and island map (bases aren't linked). So there was no rushable chance. Again, my defence was solid. Mark and Edwin teamed and attack me, but luckily, i had some units in my base, or i'd be pawned. Next was Quake 3. Mark( a very good first person shooter gamer) pawned us all. I was usually 2 or 3. Battlefield 2 was next, very mixed, cause it was a draw. Then me, Lukas,Mark and edwin raced in Need For Speed(Most Wanted). I won again. Last was Star Wars Battle Front. This was a really mixed game cause the team that wins would be the team that won that battle in Star wars.

Then i went home, helped Keith to get to the nearest MRT station(bukit batok).

I'm tired, i'll go rest my aching bones....

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went out yesterday with melvin, gerald and billy. you see, pierre, has exam today. so he couldn't come, HAHAHAHAH! who ask you never study last year? see now lah!

okay, this is what we planned to do: Go to gerald's house to mess around, watch a movie at plaza singapora, help billy choose a guitar, and then go home.

heres how it played out: we went to gerald's house and messed around. then we went to plaza singapora. we looked at the movie timings, and decided to go play pool. but to mel? he thought it was a pure waste of money to go to plaza singapora and do nothing, so we played around, arcade and at the guitar shop. then we when to play pool. billy only started to win when he wore his ring. but by then, gerald was wining by 6 solids XD poor guy... anyway, we went to eat dinner... when gerald was eating, melvin's mum asked whether melvin was eating out... so he was like, hey gerald, you eating out? damn, dense!

anyway, theres a part which i'd rather not mention after this...

joke of the day: look at park mall's logo, you'll notice it looks more of porkmall...

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Today no school, so while everyone else who takes lit in my school has to go to school, i'm just relaxing at home! Posting at a bright a early morning with a slight haze surrounding my home. Time to get online with my friends, hope to see ya'll later...

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ps: lit boys, HA!

ever had the feeling of deja vu?

well i have. I was late for my cme paper. Nothing new, just that,

i was late with the same group of friends, by the same amount of time, and did the paper in the same amount of time. Weridest thing? oh, it has happened for the last 5 exams. Just creepy. So yeah, think about it.

Heres an extract from today's usual bullshiting after the paper:

all you chinese people hold ya bling up! hold ya bling up! hold ya bling up! Cause all de american people. Wear their bling lowwww.

okay, i'll catch ya later...

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damn, i just woke from blacking out

still coughing out blood. and my condition has acted up...

its not a nice feeling to feel intense pain and just blacking out.

its not like i can go on meds, cause there aint any...

its kinda werid cause i'm making and continuing a blog...

fer all you people who know me, my other blog wasn't successful...

i'll go take a jog now, even though its 11 pm at night...

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Hey, i just opened up a new blog, thank god i ain't gonna make it public... had alot of crap from people XD studying now, see ya!