2 years ago... revisited

The inevitable has come, once again.

Next few months are going to be torture, plain torture. I might be moving again.

Down a few blocks' no kick, I'm talking about far away. Not like Benny, but sure hell feels like it.

It’s a real bitch. 17 years in this area. I'm going to miss everything. Friends I love, memories I made and the familiar places.

More than that, I'll miss my friends at merawoods. 7 years together, literally knowing each other as we grew up.

Someone said something along the lines of "It’s just the 4 of us left". Now, I'm making it 3.

Am I the last straw that broke the camels' back?

I talked to Ailsa a while back, heart wrenching, tear jerking conversation.

I aint gonna kid myself, no ones' going to miss me like the world's coming to an end. But let no one say again that "Yueming went out like a baby, crying in front of everyone, slobbering like an idiot".

There’s a BBQ this Saturday. I forced myself to go, I wont run away from fear any more.

I won’t spoil everyone's fun this holiday; probably tell it to Kenneth and Jun. The rest, I don’t know how I'll break it to them. But I know that I won’t spoil their celebration.

I am sorry...

You are... Astartes?
In a life far away.
what is your chapter?
I sold my soul to the devil, that part of me is gone.
Wont you come?
Sir, I can not. No words can express my pride of you, but I must stay.
What is your name?
Alriuc.
Alriuc, you will be remembered in the imperium, hailed as the hero, never forgotten in your sarifice to the emperor
Thank you, dear sir, you will be remembered by me, always...