Why? Why? Why?

I cant get you outta my head.

I hate having this feeling..

I love you...

I hate having this feeling!

I love you!!

I hate having this feeling!!!

I love you!!!!

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

Shitster

Well

Its the 2nd last lesson for week 13. I dont know, I just dont want to change class. I maybe I'm scared of changing class? Maybe I dont wanna lose the friendships I've made up now...

Its annoying really, I'd say. What do I have to not get left out? Break a few windows?

But hell, its been my style, Ghost Just pass through where I went and not remembered by anyone.

Really mate, this class, how many can I truly call a friend? Or maybe the lack-luster of attention is starting to get to me.

I hate attention, I think...

Its all confusing and I'm growing old. I'm tired, just fucking tired.

I WANNA GET OUTTA MY LIFE!

Give a kid too much toys when hes young and he'll be bored of life.

I'm bored.

Just bored.

Bored of life.

Theres no reason to live.

G? Hell, I bet she doesn't know yet. I dont know if I should even go for it. So many things to consider. I wont mind changing for her. Its just that I dont know if she'll want me.

I wanna say so many things to her. Theres no oppotunity to tell her. And somehow, I guess that she doesn't like me.



snafu eh?

Situation
Normal
All
Fucked
Up

Life.

Alone.

Most of the time. I might know people, talk to them. But something's missing. I dont know whats it.

Break-free? After that, do what? Theres no drive for anything anymore.

Wake up, bath, school, home, play, bath, sleep, repeat.

What else is there to life!

Nothing else...

Somebody tell me what life is about!


Come to decide that the things that I tried were in my life just to get high on.
When I sit alone, come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time.
Step from the road to the sea to the sky, and I do believe that we rely on
When I lay it on, come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
I got your hey oh, now listen what I say oh

When will I know that I really can't go to the well once more – time to decide on.
Well it's killing me, when will I really see, all that I need to look inside.
Come to believe that I better not leave before I get my chance to ride,
Well it's killing me, what do I really need - all that I need to look inside.

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
Come back and hey oh, look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah...
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow,
Finally divided by a word so undecided and there's nowhere to go;
In between the cover of another perfect wonder and it's so white as snow,
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go.
Ho!

Went to descend to amend for a friend of the channels that had broken down
Now you bring it up, I'm gonna ring it up - just to hear you sing it out.
Step from the road to the sea to the sky, and I do believe what we rely on,
When I lay it on, come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
I got your hey oh... listen what I say oh

The more I see, the less I know
The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah...
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow,
Finally divided by a word so undecided and there's nowhere to go.
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow...
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go.

I said hey oh yeah oh yeah...
Tell my love now
Hey yeah yeah... oh yeah.