The band is... No more

Damn, it sucks, i guess its one less topic...

Training everyday, its tiring crap. The area of skin between my thumb and index finger is sore. My muscles ache everyday. And my eyes are tired. Lets hope I pull this S*** off. Its begining to be a pain in the ass...

Damn, i was crapping with Kenneth about the future. Like when kenneth invites everyone to his concert. Damn, i wonder how everyone will be like. Gen might be some really powerful ruler, really rich? Kenneth could be a talented conductor? Each seat worth $1000? heheh, then benny will be some famous civil enginner (pardon my spelling) Amanda could... rats, i dont know what she wants to be... maybe some top-notch lawyer or something? She could be! Wei Zhe and Jarrold could be in a famous band? Sandra could be some talented singer? All this is of course really streching imagination, but, who knows? It could happen...

But everyone is movin away. Just thinkin aboout it makes me said. Heck, there were arguements here and there. Some really heated up, but its normal i guess...

I seriously wonder how everyone I know will be like 10 years from now. Makes me feel really sad leaving everyone. Yes, we may come back and all, but it'll feel so much more different. Its been a enjoyable 5 years here. Its so damn sad that it has to end. Well, we all still can keep in touch...


The rifle sights settled just below the enemies' neck and i pulled the trigger. It seemed like the earth just sallowed him up when he disappeared... I walked over and checked him... And all of sudden, I felt s dirty, so used, so tired...