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Well, its been a month or so since I've been in RP. Gotten quite a good class. Never a dull moment! Fucking cool place to be!

Well, its sad. Andre, our culture teacher, is going off to work in another school. He was a good teacher. Helped get the class focused. He was a nice person.

It's a waste because having him was the best thing that ever happen in our class. He made us forget about Monday blues and Culture was never boring with him guiding us.

Transcripts from 4 on 4 battle in Call Of Duty 4.

Starting of the first round

Yueming : "Okay guys, teams of two, lets do this
Pierre : "Fuck no, go together man"
Melvin : "quit bitchin and move!"

Round 1, Score 1250 to 500 in favour of us

Second Round
Melvin : "Bloody hell, i hate bloc. sniper map"
Yueming : "no shit for you, you hunt snipers here man."
Melvin : *snigger
Pierre : "Clear the south west building and hold it. Floor to floor"
Yueming : "flash out! Breaching! Breaching!"
Pierre : "Clear left, clear right! Move!"
(screaming from here becomes intelligeble)
Shawn : "Two coming from the eas... Not anymore their not"
Everyone : *Sniggers*

(Enemy Helicopter)
Melvin : "You gotta be shitting me, Tser has a heli?! Fuck"
Yueming : "No more AA, used up all my RPGs and nades. I"ll hold em off, some one take down that fucking helicopter!"
Pierre : "Shit, I'll shooting that Fucker with my AK, I'll Melee it if i fucking could!"
Melvin : "Its smoking!"
Pierre : "Woot! Its down now, completed a challenge to!"

Pierre : "shit, theres so many UAV lines, its almost like fucking real time update!"
Yueming : "woops, there goes another sucker trying to sneak up on me"

Round 2, Score 1120 to 630

Third Round

Yueming : "You gotta be shitting me, i hate wet works!"


Melvin : "Fuck this, their using UAV jammers."
Pierre : "We getting owned damn it!"
Shawn : "We gotta lure them some how.."

Yueming : "Mel, Haul ass!"
*Shoots melvin's attacker*
Melvin : "shit, thanks"
Yueming : "Two more coming up, hide or something"
*Takes out 6 targets just inches from melvin*
Yueming : "you gotta be shitting me, i just took out 6 guys in succession!"

Round 3, score 1050 to 800, we win

The rest of the rounds had no funny situations. We played 7 rounds. Our average score ratio was 2.5 to 1 in favour of us. Hot damn! I'm sticking to Mel, piere and shawn! Fucking good team work!

Well, _______ knows already about the past. Some stuff happened to her. I sincerely hope her well.

And it takes a lot of nerve to ask how she is doing
Start with a weak foundation, you will end in ruins
The way the days and hours pass you'll never understand
Falling like rain through your hands

Hot damn!

Karma. Interesting idea.

A lot of people say I'm blessed. Stable family, with parents earning a decent amount of money. That I get what ever I want or need from my parents. Clothes, books, electronic and food. That i should be happy with what I have.


Bullshit


Stable family huh? Try this, my entire extended family all have gone through university. Yes, my uncles, aunts, cousins.. Hell, I got a niece whos gone through university already! Straight As! And I gotta live up to that tradition.


I'm a person of many firsts in my family. First person to get below 240 for PSLE (188 points). First to go to normal academic. First to go to Polytechnic. First to get a B. First to get a C. First to get a D. And thats just for studies. The rest are too long to type out.

My achievements? Not much. Shot up a stream (normal academic to express). First in 3 outta 4 air gun competitions.


Stress is a powerful emotion. I dont know. I wanna live normal. I wanna be loved. Not treated as an item to show off.

I HATE BEING ALONE! I HATE COMING BACK TO A FAMILY THAT SCOLDS ME FOR EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE I DO!


RP, I get called encyclopieda. Hell, I dont mind some people acknowledging that I'm smart in some way. But at home, I get rat shit. I got 3As for last week. I'm fucking proud of it. I haven't gotten this much As for a damned long time. And their the only thing my family cares about. I show them the news, and I get "3? why not 5? You useless piece of ****!"


I see people smiling when they get As cause their parents will congratulate them in some way. Hell, no one know what I go through. Sure hell sucks being degraded everyday.

In every point in my life, I have badly wanted something. And I can never get it. Why? Cause circumstances dont allow me to. Its either my parents dont allow or that thing is outta my reach.

I can sure hell think of one thing that I really want now but I cant have.

Why the fuck is life so fucking unfair? I just want to be loved...

At last.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.

High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

Goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I Love You

I will call you up everyday Saturday night
And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be