Argh, gen has beaten me to posting about the merawoods outing by a day.

Okay, heres the break down of what we planned to do: Go watch a movie (I had a hunch it would be happy feet cause gen was very persistent, me and ben were ready for anything) Then go for lunch. After that, watch Wei zhe's friends jam (Junwen, Dayong, Javis) Then go home.

Heres how it played out: We called kenneth, and he was with kookie... We met gen's friend, bellinda i think, then went to bugis to watch happy feet. After that, we went to food junction to eat. We bullsh*ted around for 30 minutes thinnking on wad ta do. When in doubt? Go play the old form of entainment! So we found ourselves at the arcade, damn, my favourite place! I played Time crisis 3 and silent scope, was okay. Jarrold's good as a shootist, but then ''good'' is a relative term... I beat him by 10 times his score... Then it was time to go home, it was kinda quiet, maybe everyone was a bit sad to leave. Gen was surprisingly very quiet, not a peep outta her. Weizhe wanted to go to westmall, but gen needed to be back home, so we didn't go. I reached home, and slept, till the next day... Woah, wow, damn...

''All units, sitrep!''
'' Blue one, gold one''
''gold one, go''
''They went into our kill zone, never had a chance''
''copy that''
I put down my radio and looked up into the sun rise, and had a sudden urge to hug her...

who dares, wins!

Sandra wants me to do some qizz, here it goes:

THE 10 FAVOURITES

favourite color : Dark Blue, Dark Green, Dark Black(!?), and many more which i'm lazy to name!

favourite book : The Da vinci code! cause it sparked controversy!

favourite food : Seafood? Junk food? basically anything unhealthy!

favourite movie : Dont bother, I watch a movie every week, too many to name...

favourite sport : Air guns! WOOT!

favourite season : Winter! So white, so pure... SO BLINDING!

favourite country : U-SA!

favourite ice-cream : Mango!!!

THE 7 CURRENTS

current mood : Sleepy...

current things you are wearing : Army green Tee, Dog tags, Cargo pants (I'm going out!)

current desktop : The standard XP desktop?

current toenail colours : Lets just say, they are natural-coloured

current time : 2.00 pm

current annoyances : My mum wants me to cut my hair...

current thoughts : I think i just found out what a hangover is...

THE 7 FIRSTS

first best friends : You know who you'll are, i'm lazy to name/think

first love : Nope, NOT gonna name

first movie : Hey! dont look at me man!

first peircing : Never peirced, never will peirce

first music : Dont ask me, i forgot

THE 7 LASTS

last cigarette : No such thing man

last drink : Coke

last car ride : 2 weeks before...

last crush : Look, this is getting boring...

last movie seen : Step up! Oh yeah!

last phone call : My mum

last cd played : I got no CDs, i d/l everything down

THE 6 HAVE YOU EVERS

have you ever date one of your best friends? Look, Its really getting old...

have you ever broken the law? Does stealing back my stuff count?

have you ever been arrested? Nope

have you ever skinny dipped? Get outta here! NO!

have you ever been on tv? Yep!

have you ever kissed someone you dont know? NO!

5 things you are wearing : Sroll up and see!

4 things you have done today : Played com, swim, eat, sleep...

3 things you can hear right now : Halo soundtrack, my headphone only allow me that!

2 things you cant live without : Myfriends and family

1 thing you do when you are bored : Bored? Oh, Chain think

Yesterday was fun! Went down arond 1.30 and played basketball till 6.30! There was me, ben, weizhe, jun wen, gen, victoria (gen's hyper friend). Gen's friend sprained her ankle, but i'm not too sure, she was playing as good as the day before. Maybe it was a minor sprain, in anycase, i hope her spain heals soon.

Weizhe was, or rather, is afraid of gen's friend. Guess hes unconfortable with contact. They both were very... entertaining when gen's friend chased weizhe all over the court! Ah well

Its kinda fasinating that jun wen is known by gen and weizhe. coincidence!

I'm shack now, aching like crazy all over. I knew i should have slept instead of playing com till 1. Oh well...

12 more days, and into the gautlet i go... I have the physical strengh, but do i have the mental strengh? Only time will tell...

"bravo two, i got him" there was a crack. I raced up the tower, there was a bullet hole the size of a fifty-cent coin on his forehead. "Tango down, nice one bravo two" i replied..

The cold dampness of the morning. And i'm posting...

Two of my friends have left to go overseas...

Ben has confirmed, hes moving out...

Sitting on the window still and thinking. Just thinking...

Its so damn saddening. Everything that I dont wanna happen is happening...

I'm not the sort of person who wants new friends, i just wanna keep my present friends close...

15 more days. After that, into the lion's den...

Who dares, wins?

My job, profession... Is a world away from life, and then some more...

The band is... No more

Damn, it sucks, i guess its one less topic...

Training everyday, its tiring crap. The area of skin between my thumb and index finger is sore. My muscles ache everyday. And my eyes are tired. Lets hope I pull this S*** off. Its begining to be a pain in the ass...

Damn, i was crapping with Kenneth about the future. Like when kenneth invites everyone to his concert. Damn, i wonder how everyone will be like. Gen might be some really powerful ruler, really rich? Kenneth could be a talented conductor? Each seat worth $1000? heheh, then benny will be some famous civil enginner (pardon my spelling) Amanda could... rats, i dont know what she wants to be... maybe some top-notch lawyer or something? She could be! Wei Zhe and Jarrold could be in a famous band? Sandra could be some talented singer? All this is of course really streching imagination, but, who knows? It could happen...

But everyone is movin away. Just thinkin aboout it makes me said. Heck, there were arguements here and there. Some really heated up, but its normal i guess...

I seriously wonder how everyone I know will be like 10 years from now. Makes me feel really sad leaving everyone. Yes, we may come back and all, but it'll feel so much more different. Its been a enjoyable 5 years here. Its so damn sad that it has to end. Well, we all still can keep in touch...


The rifle sights settled just below the enemies' neck and i pulled the trigger. It seemed like the earth just sallowed him up when he disappeared... I walked over and checked him... And all of sudden, I felt s dirty, so used, so tired...

Kenneth quit the band, nothings stopping him. Hes not joining back. Lot of problems with the band, i was talking to him yesterday, so i know wads on his mind.


21 more days...


How would i fair?


So many questions in my mind...


I hope to come back...


3 people down, so i'm left with 5 people...


Its fun, but heck, its dangerous. Follow my passion or back down to safety... Which one?


No one's coming down anymore, people aren't going due to their reasons. I wanna plan a outing, but i cant do that if everyone keeps hiding at home. I want everyones' input.


Last thing he saw, was a red dot on his forehead and a flash sparked from the coner of his eye. No pain at all, it was so heavenly...

Counting the days down to the trip. Not that i'm looking forward to the trip... RATS!


I wanna go jamming today! Darn! I need all the possible practise I can master. Maybe its attributed to the fact that I'm going out more then I'm home...


All I know, time is a valuable thing. Watched it fly by as the pendulum swings. Watch it counting down to the end of the day. Didn’t look out below. Watched the time go right out the window. Trying to hold on, but didn’t even know. Wasted it all just to. Watch you go. I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart. what it meant to me, will eventually be a memory, of a time when I tried so hard.

Why did it have to happen to her? Why couldn't it be me? Why must she be left behind? Why must my best friend fall... Why does it all have to end so fast? Why did you tell the others not to tell me? Why did you have to leave my side?

all I want is you back by my side again....

Always beside you when you dont know...

All the time when you're asleep...

maybe, just maybe, i love you...

Who dares, wins

Its all over already, her problem's resolved! Couldn't stop worrying then. Hope she appreciates my help.

Heh, i guess being a virgo is abit of a curse and a blessing, curse in the sense that i worry for ALL my friends... Oh well...

But something's not right, my gut feeling. My gut feeling has served me well, so now its acting up, something is not right. I dont know whats it. Its like something is gonna happen soon, something... bad...

Who dares, wins (or is it?)